Im really not an artist. Im really not.
And I know I've said it too much, but I say it again, 'cause its something that hunts me.

Im trying REALLY hard to do something that's worth seeing, something to feel proud of myself. Something to make me feel like I belong, something that makes me feel like I really fit in the world I WANNA fit in.

I've tried for years, but now I see I haven't tried hard enough. So that's it.
That's why I'm here. I'm trying to learn and to.. absorb everything I can from the ones who are real artist.

And thank you, thank you if you're reading this. And thank you if you've watched the silly things I make. Its important to me. Every time you look at something I did, means the world to me.